对不起.. 你找错人了。

或许从一开始你就只是想找一个玩玩的对象..

但你找错人了..因为我会动真感情。

从跟你在一起的那天起，我就一直告诉自己不可以动真感情。

但到最后我输了。我彻彻底底的输了。

无可否认，你对我真的很好。一直到现在也是。

从一开始不相信你是认真的一直到我慢慢开始相信你。
如果说你从来都爱过我，我不会相信的。
因为你对我有没有感觉我是可以感觉到的。
但那一切一切都结束了。

请你不要在给我那些突如其来的关心了，这样你只会让我更痛苦。

Im going to beach alone yesterday. It was the first time I'm going to beach alone. I'm sitting in the beach keep repeat listen to the song that you like and non-stop crying. The beach make me recall about our memory. We walk in the beach together , you hug and kiss me in the beach in front of a lot of people although all of them are looking at us and many many more. Babe..i miss u badly and hope that we can meet after one month.

song that you love ♥  周蕙-话题

I had a nightmare yesterday. It's so scary. I dreamed that you have a new girlfriend. I'm so scare and non-stop crying. Really wish that I can drunk now then I can forget all the unhappy things. I want go to club !!!  Although many of my friends are keep asking me to join them to club but DAMN IT I can't go because I'm in exam period now. I promise once I finish the exam I must going to club and hit the dance floor. MOIS WAITING FOR ME !!!

This blog is all about our story. I'm crying again when i was thinking back our memories. Its hurting me , but it's also is a sweet memories for me although our relationship are not going very smooth. By the way, thanks for coming to my life. It is an unforgotten memory for me. I know that you are still care about me. But it's all because of your individual character problem and I know that you are a person that like freedom , so I dint say anything and we still maintain in complicated relationship. Well , stop talk about you now. Let's talk about todays. I'm still in exam period for PR course in TARC but I dint study at all. Yea..I has no mood to study and Im going to flight attendant class during my revision time. I never regret that I'm study flight attendant course although it is quite tired study two course together. But the course very fun and interesting.

This is my look when i'm attending the flight attendant preparatory class.

Formal wear with a bun. 

I know my face is looks so round and I need to start my diet plan already. Good Luck to myself  ♥