今天是 2011 的最后一天了。2011，发生了很多事。在2011开始的时候，我是多么的痛苦。但慢慢的，我放下了。可是在 2011 要结束时，那种痛苦又回来了。而原因还是一样 __ 因为他。已经过了那么久，但我还是放不下。为了他，我做了很多事. . .包括放弃了我所读的公关课程然后去报读空姐课程。那些都是为了可以到新加坡然后跟他一起在那边生活。我知道我很执着，但我就是那样的人。我不会轻易爱上一个人，一旦我爱上了就不会那么容易让它结束。我希望我的执着可以随着 2011 结束。少了那些执着，或许我会过得比较快乐。希望在新的一年我会有新的生活，新的开始，然后应征成功，让我的空姐事业可以在 2012 顺利的实现。

Last Monday, I'm having an accident. It's quite serious because that people was injured and ambulances send him to hospital. I'm so scary at that time and thanks to all my dear friends, King Kong, Jason, Vannest, Wayne and . . . . . . thanks for rushing from so far and come to see my after know that I'm accident. Recently, it's really have a lot of bad things happen. Hope that he will get well soon. May god bless you.

Finally it's Jetstar airways interview day and I pass through all the stage and get into the final round. I'm glad that I can go in until final round because I really try my best to did it and I hope that I can pass. All of the interviewer are very nice and friendly. I not will felt stress and nervous during the interview. Hope that I will have a chance to join Jetstar this big family and become a part of them. Wish that I can receive a good news from them.

Today is Saturday and this week was a busy week for me. I need to help my friends for photo shooting again. Damn tired. Last Monday my cousin's wedding and all my relatives coming back to attend the wedding dinner and ceremony.

 me & sis~

me & cousin bro~

Take a pic after back from wedding dinner ♥

 during the wedding ceremony~

with my cute niece ♥
I just wonder that we are wearing pink cloth together ^^

After the day of wedding ceremony, we went to Thailand again. It's shopping time. I buy a lot of clothes and stuffs. It's really cheap and nice. Plan to go there again before Chinese New Year. I'm so tired, have to go to bed now. Good night ^^

Happy b'day ♥

Happy birthday to my dearest grandmother ♥ 

Today, having a birthday dinner with my family.

Enjoy the night with all my family.

Grandma..wish you happy always, stay healthy & pretty ya~~

LOVE YOU ♥

 

最近的生活过得很忙  很累

但我却觉得很充实

除了假日上课以外 剩下的天我都忙着外拍

我开始对摄影机有恐惧感了

这些是我最近拍的一小部分照片 

还有很多很多的外拍照  等我有空再上传

明天又是我的 family trip 了

趁着这几天好好放松一下

回来时又要忙着拍照了

10号还有 jetstar aiways 的应征

祝我应征成功吧

那我就可以跟宝贝飞同一家航空公司了

晚安~~

night with babes ♥

20112011 ♥

It's a nice day right ?!

Today, Syan's sis wedding and all of us are going for her wedding dinner. It is really a good opportunity for us to having gathering. Damn miss all my babes because all of us busy with our own things and we got no time to meet each other. Fnally, we have a chance to meet each other. We chit-chat nonstop and keep capture photos on the night. Here is some of the pictures because too much pictures that we take and I lazy to upload all at here. For more pictures can view it in my facebook =)

All my babes so pretty right ?! ^^

Cant wait for our next gathering. 

Will gonna miss you all. 

TAKE CARE ya all my dearest ♥

宝贝  对不起
昨晚把你弄生气了

我知道你关心我
你说你只希望我每天都开心
我又何尝不是呢
我也是希望你每天都开心
我答应你我会开开心心过生活的
不要担心我

但请你原谅我
我昨晚又再不听你的话.. 我又哭了
一边跟你聊天一边哭
宝贝.. 我真的好想你

还记得昨晚我告诉你我想要抱抱你时你叫我赶快去睡觉
因为虽然你不在我身边，但我们可以 hug in the dream :D
你还说现在我们暂时先 hug in the dream
等你回来就可以真的 hug 你了
哈哈..我的宝贝好可爱 =)

好啦..不写了
要跟宝贝 hug in the dream 了 XD
晚安~~

Hey peeps ! Today my friends was introduce a movie for me. The movie's name is Lan Kwai Fong. For those who like nightlife, I think it will be a nice movie for you all.

It is a movie from Hong Kong, based around the city's infamous nightlife centre, Lan Kwai Fong. The plot centers on a group of young people whose nights of revelry take them on intertwining paths. The actress in this movie is so hot. In the end of the movie, they are saying that “谁说夜场没真爱”. Yes, I try to make myself believe it now. The movie's story got a bit same with me and him because we also know each other in club. Hope that we can have happy ending that same to the movie.

Below is the link of the movie. Can have a look at there.

前几天发生了很多事情..
宝贝，
你知道吗  那时候的我多么的希望你可以在我身边陪着我度过那一切
因为我知道要是你有在肯定会保护着我

当时的我哭到整个人无力的瘫在那里
我好想抱着你  我需要你
但你不但人在新加坡  而且还在工作着
你在飞机上我根本找不到你

我一个人躲在被窝里哭..哭到累了，睡着了
过了不久 接到了你的 video call
那时候的你才刚下飞机  穿着制服而且还在机场里
你说你一下飞机看到我的信息就立刻打给我了

听到你的声音，通过电话银幕看到你，还有你对我说的一切..
我脸上的眼泪渐渐的消失了
虽然我们不能见面，只能 video call
而我需要你时你也不能在我身边陪着我
但是看到你为我着急的模样 那一切都已经无所谓了

宝贝..谢谢你 我爱你 ♥

亲爱的，你回去新加坡已经三天了
我好想你..
还记得在你回去的前一晚，我们紧紧地抱着彼此
这更加的让我肯定你在我心目中的位置是多么的重要
我也更加的肯定我放不下这段感情
对不起，那天晚上我哭了
你说你看到我的眼泪让你更不放心我
亲爱的..
不要担心..我会好好照顾自己的
反而是你..整天飞来飞去的一定会很累
而且一个人在那边，所以你更加要会照顾自己

我每天都向老天祈祷..
希望你每次飞行都顺顺利利，平平安安的
我也答应你快点应征成功  然后我们一起飞

爱你噢 ♥

你明天就回来了

但我的心情从开心变得不安

我怕  我真的很怕

对不起  不是因为我不相信你

而是因为你总是让我觉得很没有安全感

算了  不要再胡思乱想了

用开心的心情来跟你见面吧

这次我真的不许哭了

最近我真的很爱这首歌

还记得我第一次听时不觉得怎么样

可是刚才再次的听这首歌  我爱上它了

Recently I really like a lazy worm maybe because its raining season now. I'm lazy to go out, stay at home watch HK drama and sleeping whole day unless weekend because I need to study. Well, I just came back from Penang just now. I'm fucking lucky today!!! You guys know what happen ?? When I'm on the way back to hometown there is when in highway, suddenly got a stone hit my babe car's front mirror. I get shock and look at my front mirror,  it's split. DAMN IT !!! How come I could be so lucky ?! Alright stop talking about the bad things now. GOOD LUCK please come to me and bad luck please go away from me.

Apart from that, lets count down for meeting my babe J. Wheeee~ It's 4 days more then we can meet each other already. Damn much miss you my babe ! I can't want to see you and hugging you ♥

Okay..it's time to stop writing now. Pictures time~~ Some of these photos taken in last week. Sorry for being late to upload ><

wheeee~ imma finish class =)

Starbucks with babes~

Last weekend.

 

Queensbay~ 

 

RED karaoke & lounge.

亲爱的   我想你了

再两个星期..再过两个星期就可以见到你了 =))))

等你回来 ♥

最近   我又回到了以前的生活

夜生活又回来了 ><

每个星期都去夜店

还记得我之前不够岁时一直去泡夜店  去到我觉得腻

过后玩到闷了  我竟然四个月没去夜店

真的是四个月噢 ^^

其实我之前会那么常去夜店不是因为我上瘾了

而是因为你每个星期都去 

而且你以我是你女朋友的身份带我去 

没理由我不跟你去然后让别的女生抱你 ><

但接下来的两个星期我要乖乖等你回来了 =]

等你回来才跟你一起去夜店玩~

因为这是唯一一个我知道你一定会去的地方 :D

好啦..拜拜~~~

Sorry that I did not update my blog this few days. Now I will have a little type and I would like to talking about last Wednesday. On that day, I had the bbq with my EX-colleague in paradise beach. It's really a nice day and maybe it will be the last time we meet each other. Whose know ?! Now show you all some of the pictures that we took.

 Class Y1M57 ♥

As I said just now, it was Wednesday..so must party rock tonight ! Before the party, I'm going to Gurney with Vicky for our nail art.

Theeheee~ This is my nail art design =)

Bling bling with my favourite sexyyyy RED ♥

After done our nail art, I fetch Vicky go back to her hostel and then I back to my hostel to have a shower, make up and dress up myself. At last,I choose to wearing a black dress to club. After dress up myself, I waiting for my friend King Kong come to hostel fetch me and also Vicky. It's really an enjoyable and relaxing night ! We hit the dance floor non-stop and at last my leg is so pain because of the high heel. I drink a lot on that day and I miss him badly after I drunk. I was thinking back last 2 weeks when I went to Mois with him. Im hugging him, kissing him and dance with him. It's all in the same place..but now he is not here. T.T  After party, I tell King Kong that I want go to beach because I know that I must crying like hell if I back to hostel. Then all of us going to beach until 5a.m something. We going back when I felt better. Thanks to all my dearest that accompany me. Love you guys ♥

Mois club ♥  

Just a few pictures that we took and all in the toilet ><
so, no guys inside the pictures XD

 That's all for today post. Good night peeps~~

XOXO ♥

不懂怎么了  总觉得时间过得很慢
好想时间过得快一点
最近我的皮肤敏感越来越严重 T.T
整个脸都肿起来
今天更加严重，连眼睛也肿了
真的很痛    而且又不能化妆
所以今天和明天都没去上课了
我有不好的预感   下星期去上课肯定会被骂了
其实在那边上课没刚开始想象的那么简单
压力真的很大
但我不会因为那些压力而放弃的

因为你

也因为我的梦想

I DREAM TO FLYYYYYY~~

好啦
不写了   晚安

你说过
你不会再轻易对女生说我爱你了
是真的吗
但自从刚才你跟我说那番话后  我开始相信了
我不懂该感到开心还是难过
而且刚才你告诉了我一个坏消息
你说你十月回来之后，过后就会很少回来了
听了真的很不开心
你还叫我快点应征成功，那我们就可以一起在新加坡生活了
我也是很希望可以啊..
所以天啊..快点让我应征成功吧！
而我也要继续加油了！

fighting ! ♥

Hi readers ! I'm back to my blog =) wheee~ I'm going to take the full length
photo for the interview use with my lovely classmate Boey in Blissful bridal
studio just now. Our junior are accompany us going there. Damn tired after whole day class + make up + hair setting + photo shooting. After photo shooting, I drove back to Alor Star. When I'm on the way to jetty, the bad things was happen.I'm accident. Seriously, I get shock when I realize that I hitting the car in front of me. Luckily his car got nothing. And seriously the car owner are so kind. Sorry and thank you because he dint scolding me at all. After that, we going to the same destination there is jetty. While waiting for the ferry, he was came down from his car and looking at my car wheather my car get hurt very serious or not and yet he remind me that if my car temperature is high then I must stop and cannot continue driving the car already. Thank you. You are really a kind man and also to all my dearest friends, I'm okay and dint get injured ,so don't worry about me. Now let me show you all the picture that we take after me and babe Boey done our make up. ^^

From the left~

Boey, me, and our junior E-ling and Yin Ling ♥ 

look like stewardess?? HAHA

Hope that we can pass the interview and get into the same airlines =)

God bless us ♥

That it for today's post. Bye and Good night peeps ! Love ya~ xoxo

21 sept 2011

11:45pm

我们很久没见面了

自从你去新加坡当空少后一直到现在

我想已经超过半年了

但我们之间竟然一点距离感都没有

我们还是像之前一样

你看到我很自然的抱着我，搂着我的腰

我看到你也很自然的牵着你  靠在你的肩膀上

只能说  我答应自己的事又没做到了

说过不可以见你   但还是见了

说过不可以抱你    最后还是抱了

还有很多很多我答应自己的事...

但说真的  可以抱着你我真的很幸福

你问我那么久没抱你了  有没有变得比较好抱

其实  我想告诉你  对我来说你永远都是那么好抱

我们跳舞到一半   你突然把我抱起来  不停的旋转
 
故意把我弄得晕晕的   哈哈 

但当天晚上我并不是很开心  还差点在夜店里哭

你朋友说的那一句老婆  让我很开心  因为你并没有否认

可是那么多女生主动过来找你  让我很受不了

就算你在抱着我  吻着我  告诉她们我是你的女朋友

但她们还是过来找你　　有些还直接过来抱你

但我不是应该早已习惯了吗   为什么我还会有这样的反应

当晚，遇到了很多朋友

他们都问我你是不是我男朋友

我自己也不懂怎么回答

因为我说不是 全部人都不相信  还说我骗他们

我知道他们为什么会那么觉得

因为我们一举一动已经远远的超出了友谊

就像是情侣那样

到最后，我们还是以男女朋友的关系来回答大家

我们又回到了以前的关系　

也或许我们的关系其实一直都没变过

从情侣到暧昧关系　　然后再从暧昧回到了情侣关系

还有　当空少的女朋友并不是大家想象中的那么容易

而且也没什么好羡慕的　所以不要再说羡慕我了

20th sept 2011

9:49p.m

刚才我们通了电话

哈哈

很好笑

我一接电话你就问我知道你是谁吗

我当然知道你是谁 

但我还是说不知道  还问你是谁

哈哈  我就是喜欢弄你 XD

过后你回了我一句  “ 你的爱人 ”

“ 这么多个   哪一个 ”

“ 那个叫琮伟的咯   知道吗 ”

“ 知道  打羽毛球的那个李宗伟嘛 ”

就这样你被我气到半死  哈哈

对不起啦  太久没跟你讲电话了  就让我逗逗你嘛 ^^

最多明天只跟你一个人跳舞   好不？？ =)

好啦  不写了  拜拜咯 ~~~~ (^.^)

刚才我们在面子书聊天
聊了很多
其实我们都没变
你还是你
我还是我
只是时间已经走远了
我厌倦了那暧昧的关系
其实我知道我们之间的问题
从一开始我们就进展得太快了

認識→ 瞭解→ 暗戀→ 表白→ 拍拖→ 約會→ 挫折→ 甜蜜→ 困難→ 深愛

我们从认识直接跳到拍拖  而且那是在短短的两个星期内发生的事
那些应该有的过程 我们都没一起经历过 
我们根本都还没了解彼此就在一起了
但说真的 谈了这么多次恋爱 这真的是我第一次这么爱一个人
而且是爱一个不值得我爱的人
这是我最后一次见你了
我们以后都不要再见面了
最后一次抱你 吻你


再见  那个我最爱的你 ♥

说了不再等待

可是我真的做得到吗

我知道我办不到的

我怕

我真的很怕

我害怕期望越大失望越大

原来我已经对你失去了信心

是因为你令我失望的次数太多了吗

我知道接下来的几天 肯定都会是眼泪陪我度过

说过了不准哭

可是眼泪还是不听话的掉下来

我想你

好想好想你

想到我睡不着

想念你的拥抱

想念你的吻

想念你的一切一切

那一切还是属于我的吗

其实，你一点都没变。

你还是跟以前一样，不能没有夜生活。

生活永远都离不开夜店。

我不知道我见到你时该有什么反应。

但请你不要再对我有超过友谊的行为。

因为我真的很希望我们之间会有一个了断。

我说过的..你抱我，牵我，吻我时我都必须把你给推开。

请你原谅我这么做，因为我不想再继续这种关系了。

I'm going to perm my hair. No more rebonding for me. For sure, I must be look mature with curly hair. My dear babe J, you will come back in fews days more. Hope you not will get shock when seeing me. XD   LOVE YOU & MISS YOU my dear babe J ♥

MY NEW HAIR STYLE ♥

look like auntie now ><

 

今天回到了我们认识的地方 - MOIS。我发现我每次经过还是到 UPR 时都会不知不觉的想到你并且更加的想你。这更让我很确定的知道我是在欺骗着自己。其实我还不能把你忘记。我不断的喝酒不断的跳舞只为了发泄和把你给忘记。这方法真的有效吗？其实我自己最清楚那只不过是一个我用来麻醉自己的方法。因为我每次喝多了就会不停的哭然后会变得加倍的想念你。哭过就好了__或许是真的吧。大哭了以后好像变得比较舒服了。晚安！

say HI to M'sia ♥

I'm back ! Seriously I have a nice trip in Thailand. We went to many places such as hatyai, oyster farm, little Guilin, monkey training college, ice dome,see the firefly and so on. The place that I like the most is oyster farm. The view at there very nice and also there have a nice environment. When we are prepare to go back from the oyster farm, has a Thai walk to me give me his phone and ask for my phone number. HAHA. It's really funny because we not really understand each other language so how can we communicate if I giving him my phone number?! Now lets talk about other place. It is little Guilin. Actually the view are not really same with Guilin in China as I has went there before. In little Guilin, we stay in the resort that floating in the dam. The room are no any fan or air-cond and also toilet. The dam depth is about 90m. We swim in the dam.It is a good place to relax. Beside that, I has a special treat that is I drive the boat. HAHA. The feeling of driving boat is totally different with driving the car. KAP KUN KA to our cute tour guide. If not I not will have this opportunity to drive the boat.Still have a lot of places that I went,but I lazy to write out already. Lets me show you all some of the pictures.

At the Mouse island with mermaid.

Hatyai ice dome

There is -16 degree celcius inside.

We slide in the ice.

 

Before go out the ice dome. My leg stiff already.

in the boat. on the way to oyster farm.

oyster farm.

going to the temple.

Monkey training college.

little Guilin in Suratthani,Thailand.

in the boat again and bye bye to little Guilin.